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Hi hunny hope you and the family are doing ok . SEnding you all loads of hugs



ok now i have copied and pasted most of my diary i can cary on

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even thou i'm re doing the forum its with half heart as i'm still very low, but hopefully i shall get back some normality soon




hugs for you Hunny.

You dont have to rush on our account though, we can wait till your feeling a bit better.



thanks keeley {and glad you managed to get sorted on the forum}

I will be ok soon, just going with the flow as one minute really excited about being pregnant and then the next really upset

I suppose this is part of grieving but its a very mixed emotional time at the moment



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Its very hard hunny, Make sure you take it easy. My nanny died when i was 5 mths pregnant with Amy and it nearly broke my heart, I had to be brought to doctor and he told me to rest and try and remember all the good times we had together and not to be doing too much. I hope your getting the rest you need and deserve and dont worry about here we're well able to look after each other and be here if anyone needs to talk. Take care and god bless you and all the family



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hunny you're doing so well, even if doing the forum is with half heart & you're feeling teary & low, its all normal, grieving for your dad & dealing with pregnancy, you're doing great but dont overdo it, we're all fine here so take some time to yourself too :-*



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i'm afraid to say the morning sickness lasts all day and has done since i was 6 weeks.. I'm hoping it goes away soon as the only times i had morning sickness was with my eldest chris and my twinz

apart from that not too bad but still very down




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Poor you hunny hope it eases off soon!



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well you're nearly 1/4 of the way through so you're doing well hunny, morning sickness is poo but on the upside you're not overeating ;D




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hugs to you and ickle bean Hunny. Hopefully the morning sickness will pass soon. My cure was a cup of hot chocolate made on milk. It's no wonder I'm back at weight watchers lol



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hunny

being induced on wednesday so i wont be around until at least sunday at the earliest


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awww hun, bet you can wait to meet your little daughter,
hope all goes well
will be thinking of you xx


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Awww, hope everything goes ok
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good luck make sure you give her a hug for me mum x can't wait to see ma lil baby sister

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hiya ladies, sorry i haven't been around but have been finding things very difficult as the lead up to xmas and waiting for my meds to kick in, i'm feeling a little better but still have a long way to go.. I will try and get on more often as i need to talk but am finding that also really difficult to do at the moment. I'm still waiting for my appointment for counciling to come through.
thanks for being so patient

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i havent been about, just felt very alone and scared of saying something wrong as i wasnt feeling to good about life, but am feeling a little better now to help with others and their problems

dads anniversary has just gone still miss him loads still finding things very difficult but i have to push myself to get better as dad would of wanted me to be now with my great family.. just finding it hard to grieve as me and mum both haven't been able to grieve, mums pc went down again after she got it fixed and is now about to get a new one, so hopefully she will be back very soon

not feeling too bad, but trying to get over being ill since 2 weeks before xmas {12 weeks now} and of working on this forum..

am still on high dosage of anti d's, but they seem to be working

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glad ur meds are working for u hun an it takes time sometimes i dont feel like talkin or dont wanna say summit wrong i no how ur feeling hun

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well feeling a lot better now as gp put me on anti biotics and some vitc and it has shifted my illness, she said my immune system was very low so in total i was ill for 16 weeks



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glad your nearly better mum xxxxxxxxxxxx



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well as you can see my illness took its toll on me, and my pill didn't work as good and i'm now pregnant

baby is due in dec and has been a very big shock to us all in my family, as we didn't go trying for this one, but what will be will be.

i don't have at the moment any depression like i didnt have with courtney so hopefully this will help with my meds, as i have lowered myself on them.

i see gp on friday morning to book hossy again, and i presume my gestational diabetes will return again for this pregnancy

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well now i'm back hunny we can both pull together and help other's all we can who may need our help plenty of hug's hunny, dad would'nt want us to be so down. hug's xxx



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depression seems a long way off now so i think most of my posts will be in my bereavement diary as i know dad has been with me {explain all in diary}



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I'm really down today i was feeling great until this morning as i have started bleeding and getting cramps, am going to take it easy today but if i'm still bleeding tomorrow will go gp early

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emo-emo-emo-strevelshello5-vi.gif hunny I know we talked earlier, and I know your scared it may not all be bad I alway's say think good thought's. It's like when I lost your twin 5 month's after you were born, that was scary I too cried and cried, but again we have to move on we cannot stay where we are, in the dark of trouble's and problem's we do have loved one's around us who care about us, as we all love you hunny. xxx emo-emo-GJ-Hugs04.gif emo-emo-GJ-Hugs04.gif emo-emo-GJ-Hugs04.gif emo-emo-GJ-Hugs04.gif emo-emo-blowkiss.gif emo-emo-blowkiss.gif emo-emo-blowkiss.gif



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emo-emo-emo-strevelshello5-vi.gif hunny hold on hard sweetheart, we are all with you even dad.
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i know duchess and emo-emo-AniSmileyThanks.gif, my heart is just so heavy that it hurts knowing i couldnt stop the m/c, but we will go onward and with gods and of cause dads help and your love we will get through this and maybe there will be a ending emo-emo-GJ-Hugs04.gif

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hello hunny how right you are darling, none of all this is easy but as a close family we are very strong for each other, that is the way upward and forward stay well my darling.
lot's of love and wishes, hugs hugs hugs kisses kisses kisses xxx

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just feel like i have let the family down, i have fallen out with Aaron and he has gone to live at Sarah's, all over her saying i don't care about kirsty with letting her smoke in front of me, i don't like it either but i would prefer to do it in front of me than behind my back then maybe she will give it up.. Aaron said i shouldnt let her, but what else can i do?emo-question mark.gif

Sarah has really got him over a barrel, i will go into more detail when i see you

just wish life was a little better right now, i'm just feeling like its all my fault that life is so sh*t
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well since i last wrote, i had a false positive and so am still waiting for cycle to arrive

feelings have been running high at home and me and hubby have had our problems, but we seem to be getting better

will write about it when i feel ok about it

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hiya hunny darling take your time you have had a lot to put up with just lately.
keep smiling darling we are alway's here, you know I'm not far away love you. xxx

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well im back again and feeling much better

things have been so rough the past few weeks since the miscarriage but hoping things get a little better now cycles getting back on track

we are still ttc but are taking one day at a time and if it happens then it happens if not then thats the way its to be
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glad to hear your feeling better and good to see u back xxx